It's been a rough year.
Highs. Followed by lows. 2009 is treating me like a punching bag.
I canceled my April trip to Tunisia. I tried but failed to tap into my usual pre-trip enthusiasm: I just couldn't conjure it. And I felt vulnerable. Tunisia isn't necessarily a 'dangerous' country but foreign travel always carries some risk to women -- at least more so than staying at home. And I wasn't exuding the confidence that keeps prey at bay. I just wasn't feeling it. God, if there's one thing I've learned the hard way it's to listen to my intuition. In retrospect, my gut feelings on upcoming voyages have always been on-the-money: both the good and the bad.
My Sicily vacation is approaching and I've not picked-up any bad trip vibes, I've not read any foreboding Italy foreshadowing into the events of my everyday life.
In fact the timing is perfect. I need to lick my wounds, introspect, and escape from Here for awhile.
